I am no different. Flesh, blood and bone. So why is it that you think i can do better or less than you? Did it ever cross your mind that in some ways things are not the same for us, and do not even think that I can withstand everything because even if i wanted to, i cant. And most of the time i break down but i am just careful to not let you see me in my worst…
It is true that i am able to keep a straight face. That is one of my best skill, to show everyone how strong i am during difficult times. After i have said my piece, convinced all of you that i am alright, i just wanted to get away and stay in a quiet place where i can think and digest and truly live my words.
BECAUSE IT IS NOT EASY. It is not easy to smile, and act as though nothing has happened, to make everyone believe that i am okay, to show the world that I CAN, all by myself.
Well you know what? i really can. I guess i just wanted you to know that i am not strong ALL THE TIME, that i sometimes go gaga when people are not looking because i am ONLY human. And I get hurt, and unfortunately, most of the time.
So there, i just let out something that has been eating me from within. Whether you realize this or not, i dont care. After all, I CAN, anyway.
